When I was graduated from High School, I found that everything was not as good as what I want... My parents could not afford me to go to police academy since my parents has no expense for it. It was really grateful that even though we are from middle income families, my parents can survive with their 5 children.
When I was in the middle school, I had been a Role model.
I really like my senior that I think she’s a beautiful, friendly, attractive, smart and active woman. She was a chairman of my school organization.
And when I was at High School, I decided that I am still going to be “Role Model” and I DID IT!
I had a lot of organizations to follow, Scouting, KNPI, Pemuda Pancasila, and also active in Student Organization throughout the South of Jakarta (Bulungan).
I really like have a lot of friends from any kind of school, either public school or private school. I was doing several events and sometimes appointed as a master of ceremonial for many thematic seminars like AIDS, the dangers of smoking, and others.
It was so exciting for me, since I’ve got so many new knowledge, new things that I supposedly need to know that there were a lot of young people from various sources, those who are expert in their fields in our social activities, and from psychologists as well.
I was also active in Scouting Organization where I have been The Vice Chairman of Dewan Kerja Pramuka Penegak & Pandega Jakarta Selatan during 1997 to 2000. Meanwhile I was being The Vice Chairman of Dewan Kerja Pramuka Penegak & Pandega Ranting Kebayoran Lama at the same period as well. During 1995 to 1996 I was appointed as well as The Secretary of Student Senate at “Purnama” Academy of Secretary and Management. Several positions have been achieved at my several organizations such as The KNPI Secretary of Jakarta Selatan (1995-1996), The Chairman of Perguruan SILAT PERISAI DIRI SMKN 9 (1992-1994) Kebayoran Lama Jakarta Selatan, and The Chairman of Student Intern Organization at SMKN 9 (1992-1993).
I have a lot of activities and events, just name it and I will do it! Wew! It really squeezed a lot of energy that I have. When we’re doing with all our heart then everything automatically will flow … idea and creativity. It will show up without permission and it just happens!
I began to enter the world of work after graduated from High School.
I worked during the day and after office hour, I went to college.
I spend my own money (wage work) for college since my parents could not finance my college expenses... It was really grateful that I can go to the college. It was “Academy of Secretary and Management” as my choice at that time.
Even though I was working at that time, I was trying to do my BEST in my college and thanks Allah, “Alhamdulillah” I got the scholarship at “Purnama” Academy of Secretary and Management for 2 years (1994-1995) and also graduated with CUM LAUDE result.
After that I got married with a man that I LOVE. I believe I can do the BEST THING IN MY LIFE together with HIM, that’s why I decided to quit from my job at that time where I have been a sales manager for a tourist program at one of companies owned by foreigners.
I was planning to have my own business, but suddenly I got pregnant. I really enjoyed my new life, being a mommy and house wife! What I felt was so HAPPY, so complete in having a lovely baby and a great husband. What a PERFECT LIFE for me! I’ve learned so many things about Motherhood because I want to give MY BEST for my daughter, my husband, and my big family as well.
At that time, my father was sick (Cancer Colon) and I felt I was not useful as her daughter because I couldn’t help to pay the ill treatment of him. My father passed away in 2003 . Having learned from that, I tried to find a job to help my mother paying the debt used for medical treatment after my father passed away.
Then thanks Allah, finally I got the JOB and I can help my mother paying the debt.
I enjoyed my working world, and also being grateful always that I still can did “my mother job” after working hour. I was trying hard to manage everything as I used to be.
But… human is human, nothing can be PERFECT! I never expected, not even thought that this would happen to me. My husband had an affair with his friends in the office that it made us been split up. We have decided to get divorce afterward.
That was THE HARD thing in my entire life. You feel so betrayed by someone you believed in, someone you love with all of your heart and hope to reach a bright future with, while have to continue caring and maintaining for the child.
And now he’s had a new life with his new WIFE and living abroad, far away from my daughter and I...
Thanks Allah, I can survive! I can send my daughter to the best school in my live hood.
I can have my own home and my own car (although the car is paid off J), I can help my mother every month, and I am working as a manager in a coal mining company.
I am very grateful for everything that happened in my life… J
And for my FUTURE... I just want to do THE BEST I CAN DO… and for the rest I believe Allah SWT will LEAD me the way… Amiieenn.
By Zee
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